a dwelling where nudity wasnt prohibited, but it was understood that nudity was a private matter.
I cant honestly recall ever seeing anyone nude growing up. I did however like to be naked by myself and sometimes swim nude in our pool. I could hardly consider myself a nudist.
Now onto my first experience, which occurred just this past weekend. Essentially merely a escape. It was then that they told me that they were trying nudism. The manner that my aunt said it was kind of tongue in cheek , and so I presumed she was kidding. So I said, If you do it, Ill do it, in a joking tone. Nothing else was said about it during the remainder of the drive.
My aunt was getting cleaned in the shower so I just began watching tv. After a couple of minutes, she comes out of the small shower completely nude. After taking a brief look, my instincts were to look away at the television. She then sat right across from me and started running a comb through her hair. Having never seen her like this, I saw that she was in incredible physical shape for a lady in her mid forties. Finding that I appeared uncomfortable, she asked if she should cover up. I then got up and took a shower. After exiting the ridiculously tiny bathroom (fully clothed), I took the same seat across from her and began to watch tv again. She asked me if I was open to the concept of nudism and what I thought about it. We started chatting and I noticed that I got used to her being nude, and it became easier to talk to her. She had covered herself with a blanket from the waist down, so it seemed that speaking to my topless aunt was easier than speaking to my fully naked aunt. I’d told her about my closet nudist actions in the recent past. She told me that social nudism is way easier if you just go for it rather than second guessing whether youll fit in. I told her that my main worry was getting an erection, in front of my aunt no less. She told me that thats a common anxiety and that it probably wouldnt happen. She then got up to make dinner in the kitchen/living space (yea, its that little!). After http://x-public.com , I didnt really mind that she was completely naked again. Paying a lot more attention to preparing the meal, she inquired if I was interested in attempting societal nudism with them. I told her that I’d enjoy to. So using her just go for it motto, I stripped off everything right then. Almost immediately, my fear was recognized. When that last stitch was off, and she turned around, I got an instant full on erection. She just looked at me in the eye and said relax, the challenging parts over. I sat down and went back to attempting to concentrate on the television show. After several deathly, shameful moments, I realized something very intriguing. Having never been in this spot before, I was responding to it with a sexual feeling, where it had nothing related to sex.
Then my uncle emerged from the shower and my embarrassment emerged again. My whole life, I’ve been on the lanky side and have had poor self esteem as a result of it. We ended up talking about that and how self acceptance is really a huge element of nudism. Those three days were probably the most freeing days Ive ever had. I came away from this excursion using a feeling of optimism and great self acceptance and self esteem. In a way, stripping away the clothes freed me from self loathing. I cant wait till the next trip!